Metal Doll (formerly known as I’ll Give You Life, Final Boss FF8 and Scratched Final Boss) is a formerly unidentified symphonic power metal/JPM song by Japanese musician Kiesca (also known as KiXca, later known as Yandere-P/ヤンデレP), released in 2007. The song was originally stolen and falsely credited to Newgrounds user Fairuzonss as Final Boss FF8. The intro track is Will Of The World by the same artist.
Search History
2021
On March 20th, 2021, WatZatSong user KillerJack uploaded the song to the website, categorizing it as "Japanese". The first person to respond to the post was Mylifeis4me/Rain, who later popularized the search. He asked for a longer sample of the song.[1]
A day later, KillerJack responded, posting the nearly full 8:33 track to Vocaroo. After that, he didn’t provide any additional information about the song and connection with him pretty much stopped after he went inactive.[1]
Over time, the song was reuploaded to YouTube by multiple users, such as Rain, MistaEgg, Q, Zumi, Ofrix, S2h, LostwaveTT, 𝑀𝑟. 𝐶ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠, LostwaveFinder, AlianTheObscure, and multiple others, amassing over 20k views.
On September 7th, 2021, a channel for the song was created in the Fond My Mind Discord server. The channel was put in the "Main Unknowns" category, but was demoted to "Other Unknown Songs (1)" category, where it was replaced by Do It Like That.
2024
Almost three years later, on March 19th, 2024, the OP came back with more information about the song which he stated it was from before 2010 and was taken from a YouTube video that they could no longer find, before disappearing yet again.[2]
On July 2nd, 2024, in the Discord channel, Rain, DefyJoe, and other channel users came to the conclusion that KillerJack is most likely from Brazil after discovering his email address which linked there. He was emailed, but didn’t respond.
On July 14th, 2024, the OP came back again and said that they only downloaded audio of the video, they couldn’t find it in their watch history, and they’ve been looking for it on their own. They also said they didn’t like how people were able to find their email.[3]
May 2025
On May 19th, 2025, the full song was discovered by Rain[4] after finding another WZS post of the song by user Tixio from December 21st, 2023 after he ran it through WerZatSong. They said it was originally uploaded in July 2014 by user RSNxHolic under the name “Scratched Final Boss”. In the comments, Tixio linked the full song in a YouTube video, and said:
“There was possibly more backstory to this, as I heard something about a person stealing artist’s work and posting it as his own in forums, this person has no contact from what I know and I have no names. Surely it has to exist somewhere.”
The video was posted on September 9th, 2014, by user TeRBoozooka. It was titled "Scratched Final Boss (Source unknown)" and the description linked a now deleted YouTube video, presumably the one from July that was posted by RSN.
Later that day, Discord user Weezytweezy discovered the song was used in a video titled "Dissidia: Squall Vs Sephiroth Vs Cloud (Cinematic Replay)", posted on February 11th, 2010, by user Eurashal. The description credited the song as Scratched Final Boss Song by Fairuzonss, and linking a now deleted YouTube video.[5]
Immediately after, Discord user TSG found a Reddit post about a YouTuber called Fairuzons who posted music. However, after their first account was deleted, and they made an alt called Fairuzonss. The comments said that they stole songs from a video game music website and claimed it as their own.[6]
A couple minutes later, Discord user Kalsep! discovered a Newgrounds forum post about Fairuzons. The post said that they had a NG account that was deleted for posting CSEM in the comments of a thread[7][8].
Less than 10 minutes later, Discord user Arin found yet another YouTube video of the song, titled "Heroic Putricide 25", poted on July 28th, 2010, by user ZRaines. The video also credited the song to Fairuzons, and also linked a now-deleted YouTube video.
Shortly after, Weezytweezy discovered the original video Jack got the song from, a TouHou let’s play video posted to YouTube on July 25th, 2009, by user ILoveVideoGames12. The description said it was originally posted by someone called bjdestroyer, and credited the song as Final Boss Comission by Fairuzonss.
This led to TSG discovering that the song was originally posted to the Newgrounds audio portal in early 2008 under the name "Final Boss FF8", which was archived.
A day later, Kalsep discovered that the intro of the song was actually a different song that was stitched together, presumably by the same artist, after they analized the audio.[9]
Fairuzons was contacted, on the same day, they responded to Discord user Clifton, and they said they didn't remember who made the song, but they said it was downloaded off of Muzie, a now-defunct Japanese music sharing site[10]. The filename of the song on Muzie was discovered by TSG, but it wasn't archived.
June 2025
On June 13th, 2025, Discord user Skyat asked YouTube user Game Music Freak about the song's origin, due to him being active on Muzie around 2006-2008[11]. He quickly responded and said he was 100% sure the song was by a musician called Kiesca, but he didn't know the title.[12]
Shortly after, Discord user Murphy found another song by Kiesca, and it sounded similar. The song was thought to be their song Burning Arctic World, but GMF said it probably wasn't, and he claimed he had all of Kiesca’s music.[13]
Kiesca was contacted by GMF via Twitter, and they said the song was two different songs of by them, the first being "Will Of The World" and the other "Metal Doll". But they said they didn’t have audio of the song on their PC anymore.[14][15]
The song was marked as verification needed due to lack of audio[16], but shortly after, Discord user backtodecember/fin found an old blog of the artist although the blog had also been found the night before by Murphy and after some digging, user Basketry found the specific entry containing Metal Doll’s lyrics, fully identifying the songs as Will Of The World and Metal Doll by Kiesca.[17]
Two days later, the OP came back to the thread and commented on Q’s reupload to thank the searchers for finding the song. He said that someone else had hacked the account and was using it, but they only changed the Email, not the password[18]. He said the last thing he said was him providing the song’s origin in March of 2024.[19]
Presumed lyrics
NOTE: Only the lyrics for the first four sections are known, the rest are presumed
[Verse 1]
Decaying my body was floating with the tide
My soul was released from pain
However the awful will skim me from dark
[Verse 2]
You are the piece of the war
You are queen of fear
I'll give new life, horror shape
Be the God of death
[Instrumental]
[Pre-Chorus]
I reached my hand out for the sky
I can see
It is not the illusion
I'm gradually losing memory
I can't cry
My tears have already rust
[Chorus]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
I was reborn to end my world
My sight is distorted
I feel thirsty for life
Creaky first cry sounded like a death throes
[Instrumental]
[Verse 3]
[?]
[Verse 4]
You are the [?]
You are [?]
I'll give new life, [?]
Be the [?]
[Instrumental]
[Pre-Chorus]
I reached my hand out for the cloud
I can see
It is no [?]
I'm gradually losing [?]
I can't hear
My ears have [?]
[Chorus]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
I was reborn to end my world
My sight is distorted
I feel thirsty for life
Creaky first cry sounded like
[Outro]
Mercury is my [?]
Silver steel is my [?]
I was reborn for [?]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
You were reborn to end the world for me
Kiesca (Yandere-P)
Kiesca (also known as Yandere-P) is a JPM (Japanese power metal) and Vocaloid musician from Japan.
TBA
He’s still active today,
Associated images
External Links
- Earliest Mention.
- Original Upload.
- Second Upload.
- Third Upload.
- Fourth Upload.
- First WatZatSong Link.
- Second WatZatSong Link.
- Blog Listing.
- Kiesca’s YouTube Profile.
- Kiesca’s Piapro Page.
