Metal Doll (formerly known as I’ll Give You Life, Final Boss FF8 and Scratched Final Boss) is a formerly unidentified symphonic power metal/JPM song by Japanese musician Kiesca (also known as KiXca, later known as Yandere-P/ヤンデレP), released in 2007. The song was originally stolen and falsely credited to Newgrounds user Fairuzonss as Final Boss FF8. The intro track is Will Of The World by the same artist.
Search History[]
2021[]
On March 20th, 2021, WatZatSong user KillerJack uploaded the song to the website, categorizing it as "Japanese". The first person to respond to the post was Mylifeis4me/Rain (who would later popularize the search). The user asked for a longer sample of the song.
A day later, KillerJack responded, posting the nearly full 8:33 track to Vocaroo. After that, he didn’t provide any additional information about the song and connection with KillerJack pretty much stopped after he abandoned the account.
2024[]
Almost three years later, on March 19th, 2024, the OP came back with more information about the song which he stated it was from before 2010 and was taken from a YouTube video that they could no longer find, before disappearing yet again.
On July 2nd, 2024, in the Fond my Mind Discord server, Mylifeis4me, DefyJoe, and other channel users came to the conclusion that KillerJack is most likely from Brazil after discovering his email address which linked there. He was emailed, but didn’t respond.
On July 14th, 2024, the OP came back again and said that they only downloaded audio of the video, they couldn’t find it in their watch history, and they’ve been looking for it on their own. They also said they didn’t like how people were able to find their email.
May 2025[]
On May 19th, 2025, the full song was discovered by Rain after finding another WatZatSong post of the song by user Tixio from December 21st, 2023. They said it was originally uploaded in July 2014 by user RSNxHolic under the name “Scratched Final Boss”.
In the comments, they linked the full song in a YouTube video, and said:
“There was possibly more backstory to this, as I heard something about a person stealing artist’s work and posting it as his own in forums, this person has no contact from what I know and I have no names. Surely it has to exist somewhere.”
The video was posted on September 9th, 2014, by user TeRBoozooka. It was titled "Scratched Final Boss (Source unknown)" and the description linked a now deleted YouTube video, presumably the one from July that was posted by RSN.
Later that day, Rain discovered the original video the song came from. It was a TouHou let’s play video posted to YouTube on July 25th, 2009, by user ILoveVideoGames12. The description said it was originally posted by someone called bjdestroyer, and credits this song as Final Boss Comission by Fairuzonss.
There are mentions online from 2010 and 2020 about a YouTuber called Fairuzons who posted music. However, after their first account was deleted, and they made an alt called Fairuzonss, it was discovered that they stole songs from other online sources and claimed it as their own.
Eventually, an archived version of Fairuzons’ Newgrounds account was found, the account had been deleted for posting CSEM in the comments of a thread. The song was posted to the Newgrounds audio portal in early 2008 under the name "Final Boss FF8".
June 2025[]
On June 13th, 2025, Discord user Skyat asked YouTube user Game Music Freak about the song's origin, and he said the song was by a musician called Kiesca. Kiesca was contacted on Twitter, and they said the song was two different songs of by them, the first being "Will Of The World" and the other "Metal Doll". But they said they didn’t have audio of the song on their PC anymore.
The song was marked as verification needed due to lack of audio, and shortly after, Discord user backtodecember/fin found an old blog of the artist although the blog had also been found the night before by Murphy and after some digging, user Basketry found the specific entry containing Metal Doll’s lyrics, fully identifying the songs as Will Of The World and Metal Doll by Kiesca.
Two days later, the OP came back to the thread and commented on Q’s reupload to thank the searchers for finding the song. He said that someone else had hacked the account and was using it, but they only changed the Email, not the password. He said the last thing he said was him providing the song’s origin in March of 2024.
Presumed lyrics[]
NOTE: Only the lyrics for the first four sections are known, the rest are presumed
[Verse 1]
Decaying my body was floating with the tide
My soul was released from pain
However the awful will skim me from dark
[Verse 2]
You are the piece of the war
You are queen of fear
I'll give new life, horror shape
Be the God of death
[Instrumental]
[Pre-Chorus]
I reached my hand out for the sky
I can see
It is not the illusion
I'm gradually losing memory
I can't cry
My tears have already rust
[Chorus]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
I was reborn to end my world
My sight is distorted
I feel thirsty for life
Creaky first cry sounded like a death throes
[Instrumental]
[Verse 3]
[?]
[Verse 4]
You are the [?]
You are [?]
I'll give new life, [?]
Be the [?]
[Instrumental]
[Pre-Chorus]
I reached my hand out for the cloud
I can see
It is no [?]
I'm gradually losing [?]
I can't hear
My ears have [?]
[Chorus]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
I was reborn to end my world
My sight is distorted
I feel thirsty for life
Creaky first cry sounded like
[Outro]
Mercury is my [?]
Silver steel is my [?]
I was reborn for [?]
My blood is mercury
My body is silver steel
You were reborn to end the world for me
Kiesca (Yandere-P)[]
Kiesca (also known as Yandere-P) is a JPM (Japanese power metal) and Vocaloid musician from Japan.
TBA
He’s still active today,
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